THE LAKE OF FIRE and THE SECOND DEATH

The Church teaches heaven and hell. If you’re not going to heaven, where you will live for eternity, you’re going to hell, where you will burn for eternity. The old “fire and brimstone.”

But what if the Church got it wrong?

Paul, whose doctrine the Church preaches, taught early Christians that Jesus carried the burden of their sins by dying on the cross, the blood of his flesh atoning for their sins, and all they had to do was believe it.

But what if Paul got it wrong?

Every error found in Paul’s doctrine has been corrected through the words of the Prophets. That was the purpose of the first revelation (1960-1974), fourteen years of revelatory teachings, which were transmitted to a small group of people over a period of nineteen years (1975-1994), the final transmission beginning in 2000, when I went onto social media to share what I have been given.

“Behold, I am against them that prophesy false dreams, saith the Lord, and do tell them, and cause my people to err by their lies, and by their lightness; yet I sent them not, nor commanded them: therefore they shall not profit this people at all, saith the Lord. And when this people, or the prophet, or a priest, shall ask thee, saying, What is the burden of the Lord? thou shalt then say unto them, What burden? I will even forsake you, saith the Lord. And as for the prophet, and the priest, and the people, that shall say, The burden of the Lord, I will even punish that man and his house. Thus shall ye say every one to his neighbour, and every one to his brother, What hath the Lord answered? and, What hath the Lord spoken? And the burden of the Lord shall ye mention no more: for every man’s word shall be his burden; for ye have perverted the words of the living God, of the Lord of hosts our God. Jeremiah 23:32-35

The Lord is truth, which carries no burden. It does just the opposite, it makes us free. Paul perverted the words of the living God, teaching Christians that Jesus, the truth, the word of God made flesh, carried the burden of their sins by dying on the cross, their debt paid in full through the shedding of his blood. In truth, Jesus carried the cross to demonstrate how “man’s word” (the sum of his false religious and personal beliefs) weighs heavily upon the truth that wants to live in our heart. God did not send His Son to die on the cross for the sins of the people, as Paul teaches. God sent His Son to bring us the spiritual works, which if believed (obeyed) brings salvation— the healing of the soul.  Paul has also perverted the words of the living God by perverting Jewish law, under which they were to sacrifice a beast to atone for their sins, not a human, which we find in Abraham’s sacrifice. God first instructs Abraham to sacrifice his son, which was for the purpose of showing us what would take place two thousand years down the road, when the Son of God was placed on the altar as sacrifice. But Jesus was not the “ransom for all,” as Paul teaches. God did not accept the blood of Isaac as sacrifice for sin, the angel of the Lord instructing Abraham not to sacrifice his son. The acceptable sacrifice for sin is not the blood or life of the son, but the blood or life of the beast— the ram, meaning idolatry; the worshipping of false images, symbolizing our false beliefs— the spiritual beast that is to be consumed through the spiritual fire of a spiritual judgment.  

“And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.  And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone. Revelation 19:19,20

The beast symbolizes the false beliefs of the heart, the kings of the earth symbolizing the spirits of the heart; unholy spirits that are being generated by the beast. The mark” of the beast is the destruction” that follows the beast. How many lives have been destroyed because the people chose to follow after some false religious belief, the beast, which the false prophet speaks for through miracles that are not of God, and through prophecies that will never come to pass. The “lake of fire” symbolizes the “judgment” that destroys the beast and the false prophet within us— our word of error replaced with God’s word of truth, through which we are saved from our sins, becoming godlike, the meaning of brimstone. “Is it not written in your law, I said, ye are gods? If he called them gods, unto whom the word of God came…”  The word of God comes to us as we replace our word of false beliefs with God’s word of truth. It’s a process!  

“And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.” Revelation 20:10

The devil symbolizes the iniquity of our mind, which has been deceiving us. The beast and false prophet are there because they are the source of our iniquity, the three consumed through the fire of God’s judgment. It is through the death of our beast of false beliefs, and the false prophet that speaks for it,  that our iniquity is taken out of the way. But if it remains, we will be the ones suffering the torment— Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness…” Isaiah 5:20. The word woe means grief, misery, the consequence of calling evil good; of mistaking the darkness of a lie for the light of truth, which we have all done by giving reverence to false religious and personal beliefs, which is causing the pain and suffering— “hell” on earth. 

“And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.  And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.” Revelation 20:14

The “lake of fire” symbolizes the “judgment” through which one enters a new mental and emotional state, in which “death” and “hell” do not exist. It is appointed for man to die once, and then the judgment. But for those who are dying a spiritual death as a result of God’s judgment, which is the “second death,” the judgment and death take place simultaneously. They will still have to die a physical death because the physical flesh body is sin, a consequence of the error of Adam and Eve, who after listening to the word of the serpent received “coats of skins,” symbolizing the “flesh bodies” that caused the shame they felt when they saw themselves as naked. As God’s word of truth was made flesh, so too has man’s  word of error been made flesh— a spiritual flesh that has been formed inside of our physical flesh, which is visible in the spiritual realm. The first flesh to be formed was our physical flesh. The second flesh to be formed was our spiritual flesh. The “second death” is the death of our spiritual flesh, which takes place in the lake of fire— through God’s righteous judgment: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.” Revelation 3:18. The gold tried in the fire” symbolizes purification through judgment,” the spiritual fire that consumes our sinful spiritual flesh. The white raiment” symbolizes the “word of truth,” the spiritual wedding garment one is clothed with upon completion of the purification process.  Being cast into the lake of fire” is a good thing because it is through God’s judgment that we overcome the false beliefs that destroy the truth that equates to spiritual life, our names written in the book of life as a result of the judgment.

“And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years. But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection. Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.” Revelation 20:4-6

The thrones,” like the lake of fire, symbolize the judgment.” To be beheaded” is to remove one’s authority,” which is what happened to early Christians, literally and metaphorically. Paul was part of both. He was involved in harming them physically, and in harming them spiritually through his false gospel.  But not everyone, especially the Jews, bought into Paul’s salvation, which Jesus was affirming when he said, “salvation is of the Jews.” Paul was sent to the Gentiles, believed to have died a martyr in Rome, likely beheaded around 64-68 AD. Christians will take this as proof that Paul was among those who were beheaded for the “witness of Jesus, and for the word of God,” except for the fact that Paul did not teach the word of God, so he could not be a witness of Jesus, who taught something very different than Paul when it came to salvation. What Paul did by claiming to be a teacher of Christ’s gospel was mark himself for destruction,  put to death during the persecution of Christians under Nero.  He set a trap, and fell in it himself, setting up Christians to do the same by selling them on a salvation that doesn’t require obedience to the works of the law of God, which are a pattern or figure for the spiritual works that fulfill them. Jesus taught salvation through works. Paul taught salvation without works, teaching that salvation is a gift, not something you have to work for, perverting the words of the living God.  

Paul is solely responsible for forming the beast,” symbolizing the “false religious belief” Christians worship to this day. The “mark” for worshipping the false image is “destruction”“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.” Hosea 4:6.  It’s the people of religion, those who identify as God’s people, that lack knowledge, referring to the spiritual knowledge Jesus brought us, which was rejected by the Jews, and then by the Gentiles. Fifteen hundred years of carnal obedience to the works of God’s law (added because of transgression of God’s spiritual law) formed what I call “the veil of religious iniquity” that prevented the Jews from seeing or hearing the spiritual knowledge Jesus was imparting through his parables, providing the spiritual instructions or works through which we obtain salvation. This is why we, those who have eyes to see and ears to hear, have been given revelation of the symbolic code of the Bible, the key to discovering the spiritual works that fulfill the carnal works of the law of God, which Paul caused the people to forget by replacing it with his made-up “law of Christ,” a law that has nothing to do with Christ, and provides no instructions or works for becoming a priest. The duty of the high priest is to make sacrifice for himself first, which he does by offering up the blood or life of his spiritual beast.

Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.” They are holy because their beast of false beliefs, which has made them unholy, has been put to death. This is the “second death,” which coincides with the “first resurrection”— the rising of truth that takes place as one goes through the process of judging (overcoming) his false beliefs. “And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years. Those who did not buy into what Paul was selling, who patiently awaited the coming of the Lord, are experiencing just that. The Lord is coming to the individual in the way of spiritual knowledge. As our knowledge is opened up on this side, the knowledge of the wise and faithful servants waiting on the other side is also being opened up (a teaching of the first revelation). The “thousand years” is not a literal period of time. That’s carnal thinking. That’s religion. The “thousand years” is associated with the “reign,” which is associated with the judgment, and with “Christ”—the “Power” through which the judgment takes place. 

In December of 2024, I learned of another biblical teacher, Charles Taze Russell, whose prophecy pertaining to the return of the invisible Christ in 1914, and to the fulfilling of the Gentile times on October 2nd, 1914, pointed directly to my teacher, Gilbert Loman Stiles, who was born on that day. This was clearly by design. “The truth is progressive and shinnenth more into the perfect day,” a quote of Russell’s, indicating that the “perfection of knowledge” he spoke of would take place over a period of time, culminating in the “perfect day.” There could be no perfection of knowledge as long as literal interpretations were being assigned to the Word of God. As long as Paul (who taught salvation through literal blood, and a literal return of Jesus Christ) is part of the equation, there can be no perfection of knowledge, which is where Russell (1952-1916) erred. He left the Church, but took Paul’s doctrine with him. Stiles (1914-1994) had no history with the Church, which means he was not influenced by Paul’s teachings. For there to be a progression of spiritual truth, Paul, with his carnal-minded religious iniquity, had to be taken out of the way. “Paul was a liar,” one of the very first truths to be revealed to Stiles, every lie in Church doctrine exposed through revelation of the words of the Prophets, which is why I believe Russell was led to the words of the Prophet Habakkuk, who prophesied of the “Spouter of lies.” 

Paul was the “Spouter of lies” of which Habakkuk prophesied. Peter bears witness to this truth, which was brought to light with the discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls. With Paul’s bogus no-works salvation out of the way, we can get back to the spiritual works that fulfill the carnal works of the law, through which we obtain salvation. Jesus said he came not to destroy the law, but to fulfill it. If I do not the works of my Father, believe me not. But if I do, though ye believe not me, believe the works: that ye may know, and believe, that the Father is in me, and I in him.” John 10:37,38. The scriptures are clear. Jesus does not care if we believe him, or in him, which would be important if Jesus fulfilled the law, which he does not. What fulfills the law is the works that are synonymous with Jesus, which he instructs us to “believe,” meaning, “to obey, put action to” “the works of my Father,” which is creation. How did the Father’s creation come into existence? Through God’s word, which is God’s seed (Luke 8:11), which Jesus is “all things were made by him; and without him was not anything made that was made.” John 1:3. We believe in Jesus by following his instructions by doing the works of forming a new creation through christ; an invisible power working through the heart of those who are following Jesus’ instruction. The creation is synonymous with the judgment.  “And Jesus said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.” Matthew 19:28 

The creation took six days (not to be taken literally). A day is 24 hours. Six days formulates to 6 x 24, which equals 144. The number 12 represents judgment. Judging the 12 tribes of Israel formulates to 12 x 12, which equals 144, a spiritual measure— “the measure of a man” (Revelation 21:17). The thousand year reign of Christ (not to be taken literally) represents the power through which the judgment is executed, each of the 12 tribes numbering 12 thousand, which equals 144,000 (not to be taken literally), which brings us back to Charles Taze Russell, who spoke of the 144,000 being the “body of the seed,” which is precisely what Gilbert Loman Stiles saw in his vision of the kingdom on 7-7-77. Jesus teaches us who is “least” in the kingdom of heaven and who is “great” in the kingdom of heaven, which separates the Christians (those who follow Paul’s law) from  the Jews (those who follow God’s law), teaching others the importance of keeping God’s commandments. Jesus also teaches us who is “greatest” in the kingdom of heaven. Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:4. When we humble ourselves to God’s judgment, we have entered a metaphorical Jordan, meaning a descender, symbolizing our humble posture, the twelve stones placed in the Jordan symbolizing the spiritual judgment through which we become as a “little child,” made pure in thought and emotion, which is salvation of the soul.  To reiterate, the judgment is synonymous with the creation. It is through God’s judgment that we form a new holy and pure creation “a new heaven and a new earth” symbolizing “a new mind and a new heart.”(Revelation 21:1). For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled.” Matthew 5:18.  Jesus is the orator of spiritual truth, speaking of the “first heaven and the first earth” we formed through false perceptions and beliefsan unholy and impure creation that passes away through the formation of our new creation, which takes place through God’s judgment, through which we reach a spiritual measure of 144. 

God’s Kingdom consists of the kingdom of heaven and the kingdom of God. Those who have not judged themselves on earth enter the kingdom of heaven upon their death, where they will be judged. Those who have judged themselves by entering the kingdom of God within (Luke 17:21), where the judgment takes place, enter the reality of the kingdom of God upon resurrection. The difference between the two kingdoms (according to the vision) is the difference between carnal and spiritual. This makes sense since religion is about carnal or external works rather than spiritual or internal works. The Church (Paul’s religion) teaches salvation through the carnal blood of a carnal man, no works necessary. Jesus  teaches salvation through works, spiritual or internal works, through which one obtains true salvation… the healing of the soul.

The 12 columns seen in the vision of God’s Kingdom symbolize the spiritual or internal judgment that equates to the measure of 144. While the carnally-minded Christians wait for Jesus to come and restore the glory of the physical heaven and earth, the spiritually-minded are restoring the glory of their spiritual heaven and earth through the new creation that is synonymous with the judgment. The 144,000 are sealed prior to the physical tribulation, through which they enter an invisible wall of protection through the invisible Christ. “These were redeemed among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb.” Revelation 14:4. They have experienced a spiritual tribulation, an emotional time of trouble that caused them to cry out and begin the process of being delivered of their spiritual bondage to false religious and personal beliefs, as the children of Israel were delivered of their physical bondage when their cry came up before God. Once the 144,000 are sealed, the physical tribulation or travailing of mother earth begins.

When the sealing of the “firstfruits” ends, the physical tribulation that brings on the “second resurrection” begins. It will be this physical time of trouble that will cause some of our brothers to question their religious beliefs, which are no longer satisfying their spiritual appetities. They have entered their spiritual famine (Amos 8:11), hungering for spiritual truth, symbolized by Joseph’s corn, which fed his brothers during the physical famine. The “second resurrection” takes place in those who overcome their religious iniquity through spiritual truth, which is why Jesus (the orator of spiritual truth) said, “I am the resurrection.”  Two tribulations. Two judgments. Two resurrections. Two tribulations, which explains why Christians are so confused when it comes to the rapture, which is both pre-tribulation and post-tribulation. Only the rapture is not literal, as Paul teaches. It’s spiritual, describing the new peaceful and joyful state one enters as a result of the judgment (Psalms 122), through which our new creation comes into existence— “and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.” (Revelation 7:17,21:4). The resurrection of Jesus took place on the 3rd day, which began with the new millennium. This tells me that both the “first resurrection” and the “second resurrection” take place on the 3rd day, which does not guarantee us a thousand years (2 Peter 3:8), as it is written,“And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect’s sake those days shall be shortened.” Matthew 24:22.  On the 3rd day, at the sound of the shofar (a trumpet made of ram’s horn), the children of Israel (chosen to represent us the people) were to ascend the mount, which is to surmount the painful emotions of the heart. But they declined out of fear.

Where did Paul come up with the idea that the rapture or ascension is carnal?  The following describes a spiritual event that a religious carnal mind such as Paul’s would misinterpret: “And it shall come to pass, that when they make a long blast with the ram’s horn, and when ye hear the sound of the trumpet, all the people shall shout with a great shout; and the wall of the city shall fall down flat, and the people shall ascend up every man straight before him.” Joshua 6:5.  Paul misinterpreted the ascension of Jesus that took place in Galilee, who was “taken up out of their sight,” meaning “they did not see him taken.” He will return in “like manner,” a return not seen with the carnal eyes (plural), but with the spiritual eye (singular) through the return of truth to that spiritual earth called the heart. Paul claims that his rapture will take place at the “last trump” (1 Corinthians 15:52), the moment of resurrection, when believers (according to Paul’s definition of a believer) will be transformed “in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye,” which is far from the truth of God’s Word. The “last trump” is not about an audible sound. It’s about a window of opportunity to ascend the mount by performing the spiritual or internal works that will prepare us mentally and emotionally for what is coming. Dreams, visions, and signs, all pointing to this being the time to ascend the mount!

Written by Sandra L. Butler © 2026

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Chapter Thirteen: THE JOSEPH STORY (excerpts)

Joseph, a parallel to Jesus. He was hated by his biological brothers, as Jesus was hated by his religious brothers. He was falsely accused and thrown into prison, as was Jesus. But in the end, both would bring salvation to the people, Joseph giving them what they needed to preserve their physical life, and Jesus giving them what they needed to preserve their spiritual life. Joseph dwelt with his Hebrew brothers in the land of Canaan, as Jesus dwelt among his Jewish brothers in the land of Judea, both entering Egypt to save their own lives.

“ And Pharaoh said unto his servants, Can we find such a one as this is, a man in whom the Spirit of God is? Genesis 41:38. The spirit and word culminated in Joseph, as they would in Jesus. The word increases through the spirit, illustrated in the reinstating of the butler, while the spirit, having now become one with the word, decreases, as seen in the fate of the baker and John the Baptist.  Both Joseph and Jesus had the double-portion of spirit and truth, having completed the spiritual works, through which the spirit and word of God reached their highest degree. At the age of thirty, the age required to become a high priest, Joseph sacrificed for the people, which is the duty of the high priest.

“ And Joseph was thirty years old when he stood before Pharaoh king of Egypt, and Joseph went out from the presence of Pharaoh and went throughout all the land of Egypt.” Genesis 41:46. Jesus, at the age of thirty, went throughout all the land, sacrificing his time to teach the spiritual word of God, feeding the people with the spiritual corn, later sacrificed because of the iniquity of the people. 

“ Behold, the days come, saith the Lord God, that I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but of a hearing of the words of the Lord:”  Amos 8:11. Joseph made sacrifice for himself during his time in prison, putting him in a position to make sacrifice for the people, which he did by gathering in the corn that fed them during the famine.

“ Now when Jacob saw that there was corn in Egypt, Jacob said unto his sons, Why do ye look one upon another? And he said, Behold I have heard that there is corn in Egypt: get you down thither, and buy for us from thence; that we may live, and not die. And Joseph’s ten brothers went down to buy corn in Egypt.” Genesis 42:1-3. Jacob symbolizes not only the Spirit, but the era of Spirit, the outpouring of which is creating a hunger for spiritual truth, motivating the ten brothers, those in bondage to the carnal-minded doctrines of religion, to humble themselves to spiritual truth, as the brothers, born of Leah and the bondmaids, symbolizing flesh and bondage, are about to humble themselves to Joseph.  Jacob says to his sons, “get you down,” a humbleness that will get the religious brothers down to a symbolic Jordan. Once there, they will take part in a spiritual baptism, being immersed in the name of the Father, which is truth, spiritual truth.  Through a circumcision of the ears and eyes, they will begin to eat of the old corn, which is to accept this ancient spiritual truth in their hearts, which has been stored up for the end times. They eat of the corn by doing the spiritual works of the Word, obtaining spiritual life. But before this takes place, they will have to feel the effects of the famine, which will take place when their spiritual appetites are no longer satisfied by the doctrines of religion. Or when they enter their time of trouble, which for many will not occur until they see that the carnal interpretations that were sold to them, do not match the reality of what is taking place in the world. This will force them into a spiritual famine, giving them a great desire to hear (obey) the spiritual word of the Lord, which is to eat of “the old corn, the word ear meaning to hear (Joshua 5:12). 

Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.  Revelation 3:9. A Jew is one born of Hebrew parents. The word Hebrew means a region across, on the opposite side, esp. of the Jordan; to cross over, used widely of any transition.  We begin the process of becoming a spiritual Jew by crossing over a spiritual Jordan, as Abram crossed the Euphrates; our transition from carnal to spiritual mind, the twelve stones in the Jordan symbolizing the process that removes the flesh formed by our false images or beliefs, which is spiritual circumcision; the mark of a spiritual Jew. A Jew is one who believes; one who puts action to the spiritual Word of God through spiritual works, becoming a spiritual son (John 10:36-38). The synagogue of Satan is the church, where the spiritual works, through which one becomes a spiritual Jew, are not being taught.  Jesus said, “salvation is of the Jews” (John 4:22), referring to the spiritual Jews. Abram and Sarai became Hebrews, in the positive sense, by crossing over from a land that worshipped images to the Promised Land, where they received the promise of Isaac, receiving the son, symbolizing the seed or word of God, receiving salvation.

Another parallel between Joseph and Jesus:
The time that Joseph was among his brothers in the land of Canaan, parallels the time that Jesus was among his Jewish brothers in the land of Judea. Joseph’s brothers turned against him, as Jesus’ religious brothers turned against him, Joseph and Jesus both hated for the words they spoke. Joseph was taken into Egypt after his brothers sought to murder him, as the child Jesus was taken into Egypt after Herod, king of Judah, sought to murder him. The king of Judah symbolizes the spirit that has gained power in Christianity through carnal-minded doctrines that served only to destroy the spiritual Word of God.  Joseph being thrown in the pit illustrated the Jew’s rejection of God’s Word, which the Gentiles also rejected (Acts 4:27). The spiritual Word of God will continue to be rejected by those blinded by the carnal-minded doctrines of religion, as it is written, “blindness in part is happened to Israel until the fullness of the Gentiles be come in.”  A spiritual Gentile is one who has no preconceptions about the Word of God, or is willing to let go of the beliefs he does have. These spiritual Gentiles, open to this age-old spiritual truth, fall under the category of Egyptians, who are the first to eat of Joseph’s corn. But as the spiritual famine increases, there will be many that will seek the word of the Lord, and shall not find it. “And they shall wander from sea to sea, and from the north even to the east, they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Lord, and shall not find it.” Amos 8:12. They will not find it because they will be looking in the wrong place. The word of the Lord will not be found in religious Christianity. It’s in Egypt, the last place Christians would ever think to look for it. Egypt symbolizes the World, and the Egyptians, the worldly people, a label placed on those deemed unworthy by so-called believers; those that say they believe, but do lie. The Egyptians are closer to hearing the spiritual word of God because they have no image with respect to God’s Word. So while the Egyptians eat of Joseph’s corn, accepting the word of God through spiritual works that bring spiritual life, the Hebrews are far removed from it due to their carnal-minded doctrines.  

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Chapter Twelve: THE TWO RESURRECTIONS (excerpts)

There are two resurrections, corresponding with the two kingdoms. The difference is in the degree of death that has taken place. Those, in whom all sinful flesh has died, take part in the first resurrection. 

“I know thy works, that thou has a name that thou livest, and art dead. Be watchful, and strengthen [be strong about] the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect …” Revelation 3:1,2. The word of God was made flesh. When that flesh, being without sin, died, there was a resurrection, an illustration of the first resurrection. Our word of error is also made flesh, a sinful flesh formed inside of our physical flesh, the wages of which is death, the second resurrection associated with “the second death”; the death of the the things that remain; the false beliefs that formed this sinful flesh.  

“Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me. Behold thou desirest truth in the inward parts…” Psalms 51:5,6.We were shaped by false perceptions and beliefs; in iniquity, and in sin. To purify our inward parts, symbolizing our mind and heart, requires truth, which takes away sin, removing the internal layers of sinful flesh formed by the false perceptions of our mind and the false beliefs of our heart.  Our external layer of sinful flesh is removed from our soul upon our physical death.

The First Resurrection: “And Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.” Matthew 19:28. We sit upon twelve metaphorical thrones as we judge (overcome) the negative aspects of the twelve tribes of Israel, which is the regeneration; the restoration of truth, the throne symbolizing the heart.  The Son sits in the throne of his glory when truth rules our heart, which is the outcome of this spiritual judgment. We will still die a physical death because the physical body is sin, and the wages of sin is death, the consequence of accepting the error in the garden. But we will not be subject to the second death if we die to all of our sin through the resurrection of truth, having taken part in the first resurrection while on earth.

“Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.”  Revelation 20:6. We are made holy through the purification of our heart. We become priests of God and of Christ by offering the spiritual sacrifices of God that purify our heart. We are of Christ when our heart is ruled by God’s holy spirit and word; love and truth, whereby we reign with Christ. The thousand years is not about a literal period of time. It refers to the seventh day, in which this purification of the heart is to take place, which is now!

The Second Resurrection: “Then, if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not. For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.” Matthew 24:23,24. Religious iniquity has no bounds, carnal interpretations continuing to distract and deceive the people, many of whom are still looking for a physical return of Christ, for a show of great signs and wonders, or for a physical rapture that will take them out before the tribulation begins.

“death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.” Revelation 20:14. If we live in death and hell on this side, we will live in death and hell on the other side. Those existing in this state will be cast into the lake of fire, symbolizing the spiritual judgment that brings them into a new state, where there is no more sea, no more pain, and no more death (Revelation 21:1-4). This spiritual judgment is the second death.

“And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.” Revelation 20:15. If we are living a life that is no life, living in a mental and emotional hell, we are spiritually dead in the bad sense, our name not written in the book of life. But we can gain spiritual life through God’s spiritual judgment, which results in a spiritual death in the good sense. This is the second death.

“But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone which is the second death.” Revelation 21:8. The word brimstone goes to the Greek word theos, meaning godlike. It is through the fire of this spiritual judgment that we replace fear with love and lies with truth, restoring God’s spirit and word from within, becoming godlike.

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THE NUMBER 144 – THE YEAR 2025 – THE LIFTING OF THE VEIL (edited version)

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People have been seeing the number 144 lately, and there’s a reason for that. It’s a biblical number, so the Bible is where we will find the true meaning of the number. It has nothing to do with the mind; with consciousness. It has to do with the heart; with the subconscious. The number 144 is not associated with the “kingdom of heaven,” symbolizing the “realm of the mind”. The number 144 is associated with the “kingdom of God,” symbolizing the “realm of the Heart.” 

For those of you who are not familiar with my story… in 1975 I met a man of no religion, who had a unique interpretation of the Bible. So intrigued by this knowledge, I spent the next 19 years taking in the teachings of the revelation he received between 1960 and 1974. One evening, during Bible Study, in or around 1976, the Teacher told each of us what we represented or what our gift was. When he pointed to me, he said, gift of knowledge.” That turned out to be true, as it was spiritual knowledge I was gifted with between 1998 and 2005 through revelation of the symbolic code of the Bible. In 1981, the man who the Teacher (in 1978) said would be coming to the group, arrived. One night, he pointed to him and said, “The Heart, there it sets, right there.” I like that he used the word “sets” instead of “sits,” indicating that this is not about the man, but about what the man represented. His sun sign is Leo, representing the Heart. We married in 1988, a representation of the union between THE HEART and SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE…

The Heart is the spiritual womb, which is female. Spiritual knowledge is the seed or word of God (Luke 8:11), which is male. Intercourse or communication between the two results in the conception of spiritual truth, which should have taken place in the heart of the people two thousand years ago, but it was rejected by the carnal mind of those of religion, first by the Jews, and then by the Gentiles. Fast forward ten years, to 1998, when I had a dream [FIRST SIGN]…  I was getting a gynecological exam. I looked over at a table and saw the number 64. The head nurse came in the room and said (referring to me) “Because of her age, she’ll be pregnant by January.” Again, this is not about the person, but about what the person represented, which is knowledge, 64 being the number of years from the start of the first revelation: 1960+64 = 2024… “pregnant by January” takes us into the year 2025, when we are to conceive of spiritual knowledge in that spiritual womb called the heart, knowledge that those that identify as God’s people lack, as spoken by the prophet Hosea, “My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge” (4:6). I mentioned to my husband that this year, 2025, our ages add up to 144. Then he pointed out that our ages added up to 70 when we got married, and that the Teacher who married us, was 74, which adds up to 144. Marriage is the act of intercourse; when a man and a woman come together and become one flesh. Spiritual marriage or intercourse is communication… 

In December of 2024, I went back on social media after a 7-year hiatus, and found myself in the midst of Jehovah Witnesses, which I now know was not a coincidence because that’s when I learned of Charles Taze Russell, and began an in-depth study of the man and his teachings. His quote, “the truth is progressive, shining more into the perfect day,” suggests that understanding and enlightenment grow gradually, emphasizing the importance of continual learning and revelation. He spoke of the “perfection of knowledge,” referring to the spiritual knowledge we gain through revelation or understanding of the symbolic code of the Bible, which I began sharing on social media in 2000; in the dawn of the new millennium, which marked the beginning of the 7th day; the beginning of the 7th thousandth year since the fall in the garden, symbolizing the spiritual decline of mankind. The word “seven” means “perfect.” The 7th day is the perfect day, when the truth of God’s Word is made perfect through spiritual knowledge, which those of religion lack, being behind what I call “the veil of religious iniquity”… 

As I continued to research Charles Taze Russell, I came across something that I believe was by design, something that would connect Russell to my teacher, Gilbert Loman Stiles. On October 2nd 1914, Russell announced that the “Gentile Times” had ended. Stiles was born on October 2nd 1914. In 1975 he announced to our little Bible Study group that the Gentile Israel and Judah were cut off. The years 1914 and 1975 marked important events, which Russell and his successors, misinterpreted… The number 144 shows up in the ages of these two men, which my husband also pointed out. Russell died at age 64 and Stiles at age 80, their ages adding up to 144. Russell was born in 1852, dying in 1916, and Stiles was born in 1914, dying in 1994, resulting in a 2-year overlap. Total years between them (1852-1994)=142. Add in the 2-year overlap=144. These two men were instrumental in the progression of spiritual knowledge, encouraging their students to continue to learn, and to be open to the possibility of more revelation, moving beyond what they had been taught in search of a deeper spiritual understanding of God’s Word… 

[It was Charles Taze Russel that brought our attention to the 144,000, an important piece of the puzzle].

144 is a spiritual measure, “the measure of a man” (Revelation 21:17). “And Jesus said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.” (Matthew 19:28). The number 12 represents judgment. Judging the 12 tribes of Israel formulates to 12 x 12 = 144. The “regeneration” is the process through which a new creation is formed inside of us. There were six days in the creation of heaven and earth (not to be taken literally). A day is 24 hours. Six days formulates to 6 x 24 = 144. Our new creation comes into existence through the judgment, our six (metaphorical) days of (spiritual or internal) works outlined in the first six churches in the book of Revelation. The work of the first church in Ephesus (where Paul spread his lie pertaining to the holy Spirit) is to find those that say they are apostles, but are not, liars. Paul was made apostle to the Gentiles, the three main Christian religions (Catholic, Trinity, and Pentecost) making up the Gentile Israel and Judah that was cut off in one day in 1975. But Paul’s doctrine of lies lives on in the mind of the Christian, “the veil of religious iniquity” that prevents him from seeing the spiritual truth of God’s Word. To see it they will have to experience a spiritual “apocalypse,” which means, “lifting of the veil.” 

A vision of God’s Kingdom was seen by Stiles on 7-7-77. There were “twelve columns,” symbolizing the judgment, all twelve tribes accounted for… One night, which would have been after 1981, the Teacher spoke on the Kingdom, which he had never done before, not even after receiving the vision. He spoke of the wall around the city, which like the wall that measures “an hundred and forty and four cubits” is a glorified body, which those in the city, being of pure spirit, must pass through to interact with those in the kingdom of heaven, which are in varying degrees of a type of flesh that can be seen in the spiritual realm. Adam and Eve existed in a spiritual realm, but when they disobeyed God’s word they received “coats of skins,” which were not animal skins, but physical flesh bodies that grounded them to the physical realm. Seeing themselves as naked, they hid themselves. “I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear…” Revelation 3:18. The fire symbolizes God’s judgment, which consumes the sinful flesh that has been formed inside of our physical flesh.

The two tribes associated with the city are Joseph and Benjamin, representing the two divine attributes of God, which is the Christ, the healing power through which we do the spiritual works that are synonymous with the judgment, through which we form a new creation; “a new heaven and a new earth” symbolizing “a new mind and a new heart,” which is salvation, the healing of the soul… Having been purified through the judgment, they enter a glorified state. They make up the wall of the city. They have judged themselves while on earth, reaching a spiritual measure of 144 in the 1,000-year reign of Christ, which began with the new millennium. They make up the 144,000, which Russell referred to as “the body of The seed.”

“The seed, The seed, The seed,” which Stiles heard in 1960. “What about the seed,” he asked. And with that, his understanding was opened. The seed is the gift of the holy Spirit, the Spirit being the Energy that sows the seed or word of truth in our heart if we don’t resist it. Stiles received the seed in the form of the revelatory knowledge he received over a period of fifty days prior to his baptism in a Pentecostal church he saw in a vision. What happened to him following his baptism on October 30th, 1960 matched the image of what Pentecostal refer to as “getting the Holy Ghost,” but it is not the holy Ghost or holy Spirit one receives following baptism, as Paul teaches. Stiles referred to what happened to him that night as “getting the seed.” Those who have “The seed” are in the city, as long as the window to enter the city remains open… The 1,000 years given to man to reach a spiritual measure of 144 through God’s judgment is not to be taken literally, as it is written, “… except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect’s sake those days shall be shortened.” Matthew 24:22. The trumpet has sounded. The time to ascend the mount is upon us. There is only ONE WAY to ascend the mount and enter the door that leads to the kingdom of God, which is through God’s judgment. “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber.” John 10:1. We will be stealing from ourselves, robbing ourselves of our highest potential, which is eternal life in the kingdom of God.

“There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth, when ye shall see Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and all the prophets, in the kingdom of God, and you yourselves thrust out.” Luke 13:28

Written by Sandra L. Butler © 2025  (edited version)

Chapter Eleven: THE TWO KINGDOMS (excerpts)

Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye make clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full of extortion and excess. Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter that the outside of them may be clean also. Matthew 23:25,26. The scribes and Pharisees were the religious peoples of Jesus’ day. The (self) righteousness of the hypocrite comes by making the outside look good. To exceed this phony external righteousness, we must clean the inside of the cup and the platter; the cup symbolizing the mind, the platter symbolizing the heart, purifying the thoughts of our mind and the emotions of our heart. We enter the kingdom of heaven through our desire to begin this life-changing purification process.

Entering the Kingdom of God: … The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here!, or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. Luke 17:20,21… The kingdom of God symbolizes the realm of the Heart.  We enter it by seeking the truth of the heart. If we only seek the righteousness of truth at the mind level, we will retain that which is keeping us from receiving what our heart truly desires. Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain… purify your hearts, ye double minded.  James 4:1,8. If we purify our mind, but not our heart, we are double minded because the heart, dwelling of the subconscious mind, will hold one thought, while the conscious mind holds another. The mind becomes an enemy of the heart, hiding its true feelings and condition. We must seek the kingdom of God, seeking to purify our hearts.

Then came to him the disciples of John, saying, Why do we and the Pharisees fast oft, but thy disciples fast not?   Matthew 9:14The disciples of John and the Pharisees practiced a mind-body discipline, which was to end at the death of John the Baptist, as the Law was to end at the death of Moses. John instructed his own disciples to stop following him, and follow Jesus, saying to his disciples, “He must increase, but I must decrease.” The Spirit was now resting upon Jesus, becoming one with the word, the spirit working in conjunction with the works of the word, evoking a more powerful heart discipline… The works of repentance was over, dead, symbolized by the beheading of John. It was time to move past ephemeral mind-body disciplines and into a lasting heart discipline; moving beyond the kingdom of heaven and into the kingdom of God, where we do the works that purify our heart… For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies: These are the things which defile a man… Matthew 15:19,20. When he speaketh fair, believe him not, for there are seven abominations in his heart.  Proverbs 26:25 

Be watchful, and strengthen [be strong about] the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect before God.  Revelation 3:2. The word seven and perfect share the same meaning, to be complete.  What makes us complete or perfect, is the word of God, which we receive by doing the works (John 10:35-38). It is through these spiritual works that we receive the salvation of our soul, our faith complete, perfected… When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none… Man has done a good job of purifying his thoughts, but he has yet to purify his heart. His works are not yet made perfect; not yet complete, so he finds no rest. He must enter the kingdom of God, where the enemy dwells. If I cast out devils by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God is come unto you. Matthew 12:28Now when Jesus was risen early the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he cast seven devils. Mark 16:9… When you become aware of the false beliefs that inhabit your heart, the kingdom of God is come unto you; you have entered the kingdom of God. You have placed your feet on holy ground, where you are to fight a holy war, driving the unholy inhabitants out of your spiritual promised land, as the children of Israel were to drive the seven inhabitants out of the literal Promised Land.

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Chapter Nine: THE GREAT TRIBULATION (excerpts)

Our tribulation or time of trouble is as individual as a woman’s delivery. No two will be exactly the same.  The purpose of tribulation is to get us to let go of whatever it is that is keeping us from becoming our true selves, and manifesting our true desires. It can come in any number of ways, appearing as internal unrest, or manifesting as physical pain or disease. Our tribulation may be the result of the loss of a loved one, or the result of financial difficulty. Its intensity depends upon the degree of pressure it takes to be delivered. Some deliveries are easy, others quite difficult.  Some come with great pain, others nearly painless.

And at that time shall Michael stand up, the great prince which standeth for the children of thy people: and there shall be a time of trouble, such as never was since there was a nation even to that same time: and at that time thy people shall be delivered, everyone that shall be found written in the book.  Daniel 12:1

Our tribulation might be emotional, felt through fear, anxiety, anger, depression, loneliness, bitterness, resentment, etc. These feelings rise up to show us something is wrong. Those not prone to masking or running away from their feelings will deal with them early on. As soon as they feel troubled from within, they set out to discover why, and when they are shown, they take care of it promptly, and completely, making for a quick delivery. But those that fight against the process of spiritual birth will have a more difficult time. If the emotional pain that has been bottled up within us is not allowed to come to light and be transformed, it will move out, felt as pain in the body, or show up in the form of a cyst or tumor. It may manifest as a disorder of the mind or a disease of the body, whatever it takes for us to become introspective, to look inside of ourselves. If we ignore our spiritual healing at this time, healing the outside only, we will most likely find our infirmity returning, taking on the same form, or choosing a new form, all for the purpose of healing our emotions, the seat of the soul. 

The body’s ability to materialize the negative and destructive energy of the soul in the form of disease is a demonstration of God’s love and compassion. Cancer is sin materialized; one eating away at our physical life as the other eats away at our spiritual life. It is no coincidence that laser light is being used in the treatment of cancer, as the word laser is compared with lazar, one afflicted with disease, from Lazarus. Physical light has the power to restore the body, but the spiritual light of truth has the power to restore the body and the soul. The light of truth puts sin in remission by transforming its negative and destructive energy. Now positive energy, it moves out, healing the body by changing its chemical composition, changing the physiology of our organs, tissues, cells, etc. Disease is the result of a separation from God, a departure from God’s spiritual Law. 

…If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the Lord thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and will give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I am the Lord that healeth thee.  Exodus 15:26

Egypt symbolizes the World. We are the Egyptians, our diseases a result of the negative and destructive energy being stored within. The plagues of Egypt are allegorical; a tribulation or time of trouble that got the children of Israel motivated to leave behind the bondage of Egypt. It is going to take quite a bit of tribulation to motivate those that have accepted beliefs that have veiled them with the illusion of peace. Many so-called Christians claim they will not go through the tribulation, saying they have already given birth, that they are already born again, having given birth before they have experienced, and surmounted the pain that is part of the spiritual birthing process… Before she travailed, she brought forth; before her pain came, she was delivered of a man child… Shall the earth be made to bring forth in one day? Or shall a nation be born at once?… Isaiah 66:7,8

Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heaven shall be shaken: Matthew 24:29

…Behold, I have dreamed a dream more; and, behold, the sun and the moon and the eleven stars made obeisance to me…  and his father rebuked him, and said unto him, What is this dream that thou hast dreamed? Shall I and thy mother and thy brethren indeed come to bow down ourselves to thee to the earth?  Genesis 37:9,10

The lights of heaven symbolize the perceptions of the mind, coming through the sun, moon, and stars. The sun symbolizes our father. The moon symbolizes our mother. The stars symbolize our siblings and anyone else that influenced our thinking throughout our life. The darkening of the sun, moon, and stars is essential to the birthing process. The erroneous perceptions we received through these three sources, will be eclipsed by the light of truth as we go through God’s healing process.

Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life.  Revelation 2:10

The devil symbolizes error in thinking, holding us in a spiritual prison. The ten days are associated with the spiritual birthing process, as the ten centimeters reached in the physical birthing process. The death is twofold. The first is the death of the flesh formed by our word of error. The second is the death of our flesh body. When the flesh formed by our false word is removed through a spiritual death, we become pure spirit in essence. Upon our physical death, we will be born of that pure spiritual essence, born again, born from above, receiving a crown of life, symbolizing the life we inherit upon both our spiritual and physical deaths; a life of eternal joy, our reward for judging the negative aspects of the twelve tribes of Israel, or twelve sons of Jacob.

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Chapter Eight: JERUSALEM (excerpts)

Jerusalem… a city, the capital of Israel, which is comprised of the old Jerusalem and the new Jerusalem. The wall of Jerusalem has twelve gates, consistent with the twelve openings on the female body. The wall of Jerusalem symbolizes our physical flesh body. Whether we are born male or female, our body, being made of a woman, is female in gender. This is the law of God, as it is written, “God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law.” Jerusalem symbolizes the Heart.  The wall of Jerusalem serves to protect the temple, as the wall that is the flesh body serves to protect the heart. The physical heart gives life to the physical body. But it is the state of the spiritual heart, our emotional state that determines our life expectancy. The ark of covenant dwells inside the inner room of the sanctuary, as the holy spirit and word of truth, male, dwells in the inner room of the mind; in the heart, female, which determines the life and form of our ethereal or spiritual body. The male is the inner being and the female is the flesh, as it is written, “male and female created he them.”

Jesus answered and said unto them, Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up. Then said the Jews, Forty and six years was this temple in building, and wilt thou rear it up in three days? But he spake of the temple of his body. John 2:19-21. It takes a little over forty weeks, 40 and 6, or40.06, to build the physical temple or body. But the temple that is to be raised on the third day, which the world entered with the new millennium, is the spiritual temple. Resurrection is of the dead. So how can the spiritual temple be raised while the physical temple or body still lives? Through a spiritual death.  To understand what must die, if not the flesh body, we must look at the spiritual meaning of the city of Jerusalem, the capital of Israel;the official seat of government.  Israel is governed by Jerusalem. The Mind is governed by the Heart. It is what dwells inside the spiritual Jerusalem that must die.

For it is written that Abraham had two sons, the one by a bondmaid, the other by a freewoman. But he who was of the bondwoman was born after the flesh… Galatians 4:22,23. There are two Jerusalems; two Mothers. The mother exemplifies protection. One mother keeps us in bondage by protecting our word of error. The other mother keeps us free by protecting our word of truth. Abraham took Hagar before Sarah, as Jacob took Leah before Rachel. Hagar and Leah symbolize the bondage of flesh. Sarah and Rachel symbolize the freedom of spirit. We must deal with our bondage in order to be free. Jacob had twelve sons, the twelve tribes of Israel, which the twelve gates in the wall of Jerusalem, represent. The number twelve represents judgment, and judging the negative aspects of the ten sons by Leah and the bondwomen, symbolizing flesh and bondage, formulates to 12×10, which equals an hundred and twenty (120 ). And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty.  Genesis 6:3. And Moses was an hundred and twenty years old when he died…  Deuteronomy 34:7. The flesh formed by our word of error, which keeps us in bondage, dies at an hundred and twenty by overcoming the negative aspects of the first ten sons of Jacob. Moses symbolizes the Spirit of God, but the backside of the spirit is the law, as it is written, “And I will take away mine hand, and thou shalt see my back parts.” Exodus 33:23. The children of Israel would see the law, which they brought upon themselves by resisting the Spirit, which they illustrated by resisting Moses.

Jerusalem was destroyed in 70AD, as it is written, “seventy years in the desolations of Jerusalem.” Daniel 9:2.  The word seven means to be complete. An indefinite number, the destruction of our spiritual Jerusalem of bondage complete when we overcome the ten sons, which formulates to 7 x 10, which equals seventy. Even the wall of Jerusalem, our physical body, is given seventy years. Any extended time is called grace. If our sin remains, so too will the spiritual flesh it forms inside of our physical flesh, so that when our final circumcision takes place at our physical death, removing the foreskin that is our flesh body, we will find ourselves wrapped in this sinful flesh, seeing ourselves as naked in the spiritual realm. And the Lord called unto Adam, and said unto him, Where art thou? And he said, I heard thy voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked; and I hid myself. And he said, Who told thee that thou was naked: Has thou eaten of the tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat?  Genesis 3:9-11I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear… Revelation 3:18. The gold tried in the fire symbolizes purification through the spiritual judgment (Matthew 19:28), which removes this sinful flesh. The white raiment symbolizes the word of truth, the spiritual wedding garment one is clothed with through this purification process. We must enter that spiritual temple called the heart, and drive out its unholy inhabitants. This spiritual eviction process is the desolation of our Jerusalem of bondage. The word Jerusalem means founded peaceful, but what kind of peace has man been seeking, and protecting?

And the temple was filled with smoke from the glory of God, and from his power; and no man was able to enter into the temple, till the seven plagues of the seven angels were fulfilled. Revelation 15:8. No man can enter the temple, symbolizing the heart, until the last plague is fulfilled from within. The seventh plague is hail, meaning to lower (as into a void), bringing down the wall of our old Jerusalem of bondage so that we can see into our heart… Because, even because they have seduced my people, saying, Peace; and there was no peace… ; and one built up a wall, and lo, others daubed it with untempered mortar: Say unto them which daubed it with untempered morter, that it shall fall: there shall be an overflowing shower: and ye, O great hailstones, shall fall… Thus will I accomplish my wrath upon the wall, and upon them that have daubed it with untempered morter, and will say unto you, The wall is no more, neither they that daubed it; To wit, the prophets of Israel which prophesy concerning Jerusalem, and which see visions of peace for her, and there is no peace, saith the Lord God.  Ezekiel 13:10-16. There is no peace in the city of Jerusalem because there is no peace in the Heart of man. There are only visions of peace; an illusion of peace generated through the deception of a mind that has yet to connect with the heart.  The war in the Middle East is evidence that man has not obtained peace in his heart. There is still a conflict that has yet to be resolved; the external revealing the internal, the physical revealing the spiritual… Jerusalem is builded as a city that is compact together: For there are set thrones of judgment, the thrones of the house of David. Pray for the peace of Jerusalem: they shall prosper that love thee. Peace be within the wall, and prosperity within thy palaces. For my brethren and companion’s sakes, I will now say, Peace be within thee. Because of the house of the Lord our God I will seek thy good.  Psalms 122:3,5-8

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Chapter Six: ZION (excerpts)

Out of Israel came Judah, and out of Judah came Zion. This would be as true among the Gentiles as it was for the Jews. This is where I come in. I had come home to work during my summer break from college. It was 1975, I was twenty-three, and having the time of my life, so I was not prepared for what was about to happen. Having landed a job in the Florida Keys as a housemother for troubled boys, I was paired with a housefather, who loved to talk about God, rekindling my interest. On one of my days off, on my way home to visit my family two hours north, I did a favor for my co-worker.  He had asked me to drop off his guitar, which needed some work, so I obliged, having no idea that it would change my life, forever. As I walked into this building on the outskirts of my hometown, I noticed a scripture posted on the wall: Acts 2:38. And on the desk, a very big book, which piqued my curiosity…It turned out to be a book of Bible words, a number given for each word. Clueless, I closed the book… 

This man, whom I consider to be a true man of God, began his odyssey in 1960. And like me, he had no previous teachings on the Bible. In fact, from a beginner’s standpoint, he knew less than I did. He once told me that when he read the first four books of the New Testament, he broke down and cried after each book. He thought Jesus kept coming back, and they kept killing him, not aware that it was the same story being told by different men. This was a pure vessel, his mind a clean slate, quiet, having no preconceived ideas about God’s Word. It was in 1960 that he received a picture in his mind of a nearby church, where he was instructed to go and be baptized. It was a Pentecostal Church; Judah of the Gentiles, where he received the name through water baptism following fifty days of prayer, in which he heard things like “the seed, the seed, the seed.” Frustrated, he would cry out, “Lord, what about the seed?” And with that question, the information started pouring in. What he heard he wrote down, papers I recall seeing some years after we met. He had gone through a period of repentance in those fifty days, and was baptized in the name of Jesus in accordance with Acts 2:38, in the church called out to bear the name. What happened to him that night in the church was readily accepted, mirroring their image of what they call “getting the Holy Ghost,” only this was not a mockery. This display was for the congregation, as the gift of the Holy Spirit had already been received in the form of truth he received over those fifty days. When he spoke in tongues, two in the congregation received the interpretation, after which time he was asked to teach from the pulpit. But what he taught did not support their beliefs. He was speaking things they did not understand, a new language, and it wasn’t long before he and his teachings were angrily rejected. 

The man of God spent the next fourteen years alone, being taught. Fifteen years from the time this man experienced a connection with the spirit of truth, which began in 1960, a new people was gathered together. Pentecost was given fifteen years in which to accept this truth, before being cut off in 1975. And what is quite interesting, is that during those fifteen years, a religious Jew named Yehuda, Hebrew for Judah, stayed in contact with this man of God. Judah of the Gentiles and Judah of Judaism were both privy to the spirit of truth teachings…

Israel, who became Judah at the crossing of the Jordan, was also given a period of fifteen; fifteen hundred years in which to assimilate this ancient spiritual truth, illustrated by their eating of the old corn in the land of Canaan, which replaced the manna, symbolizing the carnal law.  But fifteen hundred years later, when the spiritual word of God returned to take them out from the law, which they went back under through their disobedience in the Promised Land, they rejected it, wasting the holy seed, illustrated by Onan, the second son of Judah, who spilled the seed upon the ground. God then chose a new people, open-minded pagans, Gentiles, who understood the spiritual, drinking of the new wine and speaking with new tongues. When God’s people stagnate by slipping back into a carnal way of thinking, a strong dose of God’s spirit and word appears to move them forward into a spiritual way of thinking. If they reject it, there will be a new people prepared to take their place. God’s kingdom is always moving; moving us into a deeper spiritual understanding, which if applied through action, brings us back to our place of origin… 

Judah, Pentecost, never brought forth fruit unto God, so the name was taken away from them and given to a new people, to Zion. This Zion, gathered together in the carnal era of Isaac, went through a carnal baptism, taking on the carnal name, while Judah became as backsliding Israel, without a name, and having been married to God through a spiritual intercourse, was given a bill of divorce. This occurred in 1975, when the man of God heard the word, Ichabod...  The word Ichabod means there is no glory. This is the story of Ichabod: Now the sons of Eli were the sons of Belial; they knew not the Lord… Wherefore the sin of the young men was very great before the Lord: for men abhorred the offering of the Lord. 1 Samuel 2:12,17. The word Belial means without profit, worthlessness, destruction, wickedness, evil, naughty, ungodly men. These two men, who did evil by robbing God with respect to sacrifices, represent the Gentile Israel and Judah, who were cut off in one day, in 1975. 

To be of Zion we must first realize that we are Judah, which takes place when we realize that we only thought we were serving God, or thought we were doing the right thing.  But now we realize it was just a pretense. We begin to see that the way we are thinking and managing our life is no longer working for us, that it is only bringing us more problems. We are ready for change. In this humbled state, we make our way down to a symbolic Jordan. Here we begin the process of being stripped, our secret parts exposed through awareness of our false perceptions and beliefs. When we are ready to deal with the reality of our life, we become a daughter of Zion, building upon an awareness of our true condition, which we will change through works. The word Zion goes to the unused root meaning to parch, aridity, a desert, barren, solitary place, wilderness. It is a solitary place because we are the only ones that can change the way we think and feel, and what we believe. Each of us must do our own spiritual works, becoming a barren wilderness by drying up to our old way of thinking, and by sacrificing the destructive beliefs born of painful emotions. To be a spiritual daughter of Zion takes work, but it is worth it! 

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Chapter Three: JUDAH (excerpts)

The prophet Ezekiel reveals to us that the children are referred to as Israel in Egypt and as Judah in the wilderness. The event that took place between Egypt and the wilderness, that caused their name to be changed, was their baptism in the Red Sea. Baptism is synonymous with the wedding ceremony, the bride clothed in white raiment, symbolizing her new name. Israel the bride and Moses the bridegroom, the Old Testament a type and shadow of the New Testament, Jesus the bridegroom and spiritual Israel the bride…

Transition from Levi to Judah and from Israel to Judah: Moses gave way to Joshua, and Aaron (of the tribe of Levi) gave way to Caleb (of the tribe of Judah), the type and shadow of what was to occur fifteen hundred years later, when the letter of the law was to give way to the spirit of the law, carnal giving way to spiritual. [Israel represents the Mind and Judah represents the Heart].

If therefore perfection were by the Levitical priesthood, (for under it the people received the law,) what further need was there that another priest should rise after the order of Melchisedec, and not be called after the order of Aaron? For the priesthood being changed, there is made of necessity a change also of the law… For it is evident that our Lord sprang out of Judah; of which tribe Moses spake nothing concerning  priesthood.  Hebrews 7:11-14

With a change in the priesthood, from Levi to Judah, came a change in the law. The passing of Moses was to be the passing of the Mosaic Law. They would eat no more of the manna, symbolizing the carnal law, but of the old corn, symbolizing the ancient spiritual truth... Moses and Joshua, symbolizing the Spirit of God, placed their feet on holy ground, as it is through the power of our holy spirit that we get in touch with what the holy ground symbolizes, which is the heart. As the dry land called earth brought salvation to the children of Israel, our salvation will come through our heart… Beyond the wilderness is the mount. Beyond the wall of Jericho is the Promised Land. Beyond the sanctuary is the holiest place of all. Beyond the mind is the heart, in which dwell seven unholy inhabitants.

When he speaketh fair, believe him not: for there are seven abominations in his heart.  Proverbs 26:25

For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies:   Matthew 15:19

The mind is a trickster, able to conceal what is in the heart. It serves as a façade, putting on a good front, speaking its goodly words, lies. But the heart cannot be shod with such an unholy gospel without a vitriol response. It is holy ground, the holiest place of all, its unholy inhabitants designedly exposed through our mind and body; through our negative thoughts and destructive behaviors, giving us an opportunity to seek out their source, our false beliefs, the enemies of our heart, which will be cast out by way of truth as we are taken through God’s healing process… If we only purify our mind through prayers, affirmations, meditations, positive thinking, and the like, neglecting to also purify our heart, we will be worse off than before because our mind will have entered a deluded state, hiding our true condition a secret held by the heart… Prayers and affirmations will not change the condition of man, or the world he lives in, because they do not change the heart. To manifest change that is permanent or everlasting, we must purify our heart… The heart, unlike the mind, has the power to manifest change that is permanent rather than temporary, eternal rather than temporal. We have become quite proficient at cleaning up the thoughts of our mind, replacing negative thoughts with positive thoughts. But these mind-words are just thoughts generated through mental energy, not containing the power needed for a complete transformation, which requires emotional energy. We must enter into our heart, into the seat of the emotions, where we will do the deeper spiritual works that removes the root of the problem, instead of just whacking the weed off at the surface; at the mind level. Purifying the mind may bring peace to our mind. It may make us feel good, and make us think we have done the works. A deception that will keep us from seeing what is still buried deep in our heart. 

To reiterate, Israel symbolizes the Mind, which could not excel because of fear and lies. Israel was unable to perceive of the spiritual word or law of God, having eyes that could not see and ears that could not hear, uncircumcised in the spiritual sense of the word. After Israel, came Judah, who upon entering the land promised them, were circumcised for the second time, illustrating their ability to perceive, and conceive of the spiritual word of God. They went on to bring down the wall that separated them from the Promised Land, allowing them to see the enemies inhabiting the land. Judah symbolizes the Heart, the seven nations symbolizing the spiritual impurities dwelling in our heart, which keep us from taking possession of the joyful life promised us. In the beginning, Judah was obedient, fighting against these nations they were to drive out. But in time, they would disobey God’s word by making marriages with these nations, illustrating their failure to drive these impurities out of the heart, not turning to God with her whole heart.

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Chapter Two: ISRAEL (excerpts)

And it came to pass in the process of time, that the king of Egypt died: and the children of Israel sighed by reason of the bondage, and they cried, and their cry came up unto God by reason of the bondage.  Exodus 2:23

When we have a strong desire to change our life, we are crying out, activating the first covenant, Ishmael, meaning God will hear.

For it is written, that Abraham had two sons, the one by a bondmaid, the other by a freewoman… which things are an allegory: for these are the two covenants… Galatians 4:22,24

God’s covenant or agreement with us is that if we cry out, He will hear us, as He said to Moses, “tell the children (whose cry came up before God) I AM hath sent you,” I AM meaning I WILL BE THERE.  When we cry out, the holy spirit of our heart will be there to lead us out of the negative aspect of Egypt, out of the bondage or limitation caused by the flesh. The children of Israel have activated the Spirit, which Moses symbolizes, by crying out from their heart. The same Spirit that moved upon the waters in the beginning of creation is now moving upon the waters of the Red Sea, dividing it to expose the ground that will bring them salvation.

And Moses said unto the people, Fear ye not, stand still and see the salvation of the Lord… But lift thou up thy rod, and stretch out thine hand over the sea, and divide it: and the children of Israel shall go on dry ground through the midst of the sea. Exodus 14:13,16

The word still means be silent, quiet self, the rod symbolizing the power of the holy spirit, which is lifted up when we quiet our mind, bringing the waters under the firmament, symbolizing the thoughts and memories hidden in the mind, into our awareness, exposing the ground, revealing their source. And God called the dry ground Earth. When the negative and destructive thoughts that have been hidden in the depths of our mind are brought up, into the conscious mind, we discover the source of this evil, which is in the Earth, symbolizingthe Heart, thesubconscious. We must pass through these waters, as the children of Israel passed through the Red Sea, which is to be made aware of these lower thoughts. We cannot change or transform what is in darkness, what we do not see. Transformation requires light, the light of awareness. And it is our holy spirit that brings us into this light. We activate the holy spirit of our heart through our strong desire to change our life, starting the process that will bring us out of bondage, out of spiritual and physical addiction, out from under the law of limitation imposed by our word of error, which forms the flesh that fights against the holy spirit…  When we make a heart-felt decision to move away from a way of life that has become too painful, restrictive, or unpleasant, we engage our holy spirit, making our way through a spiritual wilderness, working on the fear that has ruled our mind since childhood. With each step we take, we build trust, knowing that all we need to succeed on this journey into a new way of life has already been given into our hand, symbolizing power. Through a process activated by the mind discipline of silence, we discover the many lies that have led us into a life we do not want or no longer take pleasure in. By peeling away the layers of flesh formed by our word of false beliefs, we complete our metamorphosis, emerging from the sinful flesh that has cocooned us for so long.  Emerging perfected through spiritual works, we will live joyfully in the new-found freedom that comes with a complete transformation, which is made possible through God’s spirit and word. 

     As we conclude with Israel, we see that it was the fear of their mind that prevented them from ascending the mount, illustrating our journey through the heart. It was this fear that gave power to the lies of their mind, which formed the veil of flesh over their heart, symbolized by the veil over Moses’ face, which the seed of truth, through which we are made free, could not penetrate. The children of Israel died under the bondage of the law; a law that controlled the mind and body, but did nothing to transform the heart. The way to complete freedom is through the heart; by healing the painful emotions associated with the false beliefs that keep us from feeling joy, and experiencing freedom, keeping us from the good life we inherit when we enter in and battle against the enemies of the heart.

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